Dlaeth

I look at the world with clear eyes.
It is then that I realize,
How small I am.

There is no role that someone else cannot fill and fill better than I.
There is nothing that I will ever be the best at.
I will probably never even make it into the top 10,000.

So what is my purpose?
There is none.
This is reality.

Anyone have ideas for something I can do?

I'm trying to find things to occupy my time with. I've gone back to PbP roleplaying already. Would anyone be interested in that? If so, what do you want to hear?

Maybe I should try drawing that character. Or posting my intro post here. Or rearranging the In-character thread into a story. And update that regularly.

Anyways, my desire for busy work/distractions stem from, not only boredom, but getting dumped.

I saw it coming way before it happened. I hoped it would hurt less than it did.

The Sunset signature was made because of that. I hoped I would never have to make that, but you know how life is.

All good things come to an end. (by Naunix). And the like.

But I didn't really make this journal so I could think about that.

So enough with depressing things, time for beer and booze and partying or whatever people my age are supposed to do.

If anyone has any ideas for something I could try to do or anything, let me know.

You know how you always mean to work on art and be active, but then something interesting comes up and you tell yourself you'll work on it later....?

Yeah, well, that happened to me. And is still happening to me.

What distracted me?
Um... college, facebook, facebook games, college, friends, dragon age, college, friends, skyrim, friends, ragnarok online (which I just started yesterday)...

Also, someone has just played the I fink u freeky by die antwoord song on youtube.

If you find a girl rolling about on the floor screaming:
"Not that song! It won't leave my mind! Aggggghhhhhh! That video! Whhhhhhhyyyyyy!"
...you may have found me.

Alternatively, if you hear muffled screaming, and you see a girl in a gray jacket with her face buried in her arms...
you may have found me.

Anyways, just making sure no one thinks I'm dead and/or made a digital gravestone for me.

Why am I writing this? I have no <expletives censored> idea. :3

Anyways... I'm basically going to be doing more random doodle/sketch/thingy and just posting it. Let me know if I should just dump it in the scrap section, like the other sketches I used to post.


<3 the watchers. Always <3 the watchers.

Say... what are these journal thingies for anyways?


Ah! I shouldn't fill my journal up with journals like this.

This will be the last one.

Okay, I didn't mean for that last journal entry to be up for so long or um.. many people to really see it otherwise I wouldn't have written it/posted it. ._.

...so um..

HIDING IT!!! With this random totally useless journal that wasted 30 seconds of your life.

I think I may do a few comics when I find time.

But yeah.

You all saw nothing! -covers past journal with her body-

I would totally delete it, but there's one whole comment on it.

That means real people read it!

It's one whole comment!

I can't delete that!!!

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For people who are watching/faving/commenting/whatever-elsing me:

I <3 you!
Thank you very much for the attention!
I <3 you!

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I'm spazzing -_-

I'm so sorry for that ._.

I'm still wasting precious seconds of your life here.

I'm pretty sorry for that.

But I'm still talking.

I'll shut up nao ._.

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For those reading still...

I promise I didn't:

steal anyone's easter candy
find the christmas candy canes
find a whole bag of jelly beans
or
eat that whole box of 25 chocolate chip cookies on the kitchen table.

And um... I certainly didn't eat em all right after another/at the same time...

._.

Ooooh!!!

I saw a bunch of butterflies when I was walking my dog today!!!!

They were real purdy.

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Erm... please step away from that tranquilizer gun..?

Haha... you really don't need to point it at me like that...

I promise I'll be good?